7.29.2010

I have thought a very few times in life, that if I was lucky, I might meet someone who was exactly right for me. Not because that man was perfect, or because I am, but because our combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.

4.27.2010

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength.
While loving someone deeply gives you courage.
--Lao Tzu

4.21.2010

I've been really tryin', baby
Tryin' to hold back this feeling for so long
And if you feel like I feel, baby
Then, c'mon, oh, c'mon
Let's get it on
Ah, baby, let's get it on
Let's love, baby
Let's get it on, sugar
Let's get it on
We're all sensitive people
With so much to give
Understand me, sugar
Since we've to be here
Let's live
I love you
There's nothing wrong with me
Loving you, baby, no no
And giving yourself to me can never be wrong
If the love is true
Don't you know how sweet and wonderful life can be
I'm asking you baby to get it on with me... ... ...


Nothing like a little Marvin Gaye...and feelin' the love tonight.

4.18.2010

I want to know you. I want to feel you. I want to know what you feel like. I want to kiss you. I want to miss you. I want to know what it’s like to miss you. I want to fuck you. I want make love to you. I want to know what it’s like to fucking make love to you.

2.22.2010

Betrothed to happiness. A way of life. One without worry. One without strife. A joyful bliss is what I seek, but challenge me not. And my mind will not think. Of new things to do. Of new things left undone. A stagnant repulsion would surely come. So for me to keep smiling. I must admit. Betrothed to happiness is not it. And given the choice between a mole hill and mountain. A fourteener I’d choose just to grow like a fountain. Gaining the insight that keeps me on track. And forever faced forward, never looking back. For the beauty is there. And the view at the top. Is one worth the challenge. Where happiness finds me embraced in a balance.

2.05.2010

My head is split open
My thoughts, oozing all around
Memories dripping from my fingers
Fear, knocking on the door
Souls of remembrance
Creeping from my past
Ripping through my heart
I feel dead
But death is a reality
My death is just a state of mind
Lying on the floor
with my head all around
Looking for something never found
Killing my image shrouded feeling of perfection
The sun rises every day
On my pain infested collection
(1990)
In my little corner
Where I sit and try to think
There is a little spider
Who is black like ball point ink
He crawls around all day
On my ceiling up above
Or visits me, eye to eye
Till I smash him on the rug
(1991)